Several times a week, Trammell, who's 52, lets herself in through the chained gate at what remains of Journey's End, the north
She looks about to see what more has been looted from her yard and those of her neighbors. Then she unlocks the door of the aged mobile home that she shared with her mother, 72-year-old
Once inside her coach, Trammell putters. "It just makes me feel like I'm home when I'm there," she said.
She puts out food for the cats that reside still among the 44 coaches that she and her boyfriend and a small team of genuinely heroic neighbors and firefighters saved -- and as a result are credited with halting the fire's spread toward the neighboring
Also on her sojourns home, said Trammell, "I sit on the couch, listen to the radio. I say, 'I know I could be living here right now.' It's sad that we're never going to live there again."
Though her simple but beloved residence survived the firestorm, there is no escaping the peculiar, deeply layered conundrum that agonizes her and the other people who lived at the affordable and for the most part happy oasis that was the Journey's
Help has come to many of them, and they are openly grateful. But varying shades of misery are endemic to the scattered former Journey's End residents who lived in one of the 117 homes that burned or one of the 44 that can't be reoccupied because the 13.5-acre park is shut down.
"It's like we've been abandoned," said
The Tubbs fire killed two Journey's End residents, incinerated its electrical and gas systems and irreparably contaminated the well supplying water to the community. In February,
Most are seniors, they aren't well off and they planned to live out their lives at the park because they liked it and, with monthly space rents of about
Today Smith is sharing a
"It's a hell of a mess," she said. "I don't know what's happening. I'm 85 and it's really irritating."
The bind that entangles her and her 30-some neighbors whose homes still stand is that their insurance companies won't pay for residences that didn't burn, but the coaches can't be inhabited in a shut-down park and they most likely can't be moved.
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